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KitsuneKoh 续篇

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KitsuneKoh 续篇
Created  new blog. :) Moving soon.. I guess..

Who would understand?  Who would want? And who will have the ability to unmask me. Getting tired.

Telling myself that I need to stop. But how is it possible? Need to break away from this old habit.

《逃避自由》by 弗罗姆

http://www.zhlzw.com/lzsj/xll/87862.html

《逃避自由》这本书是德国弗罗姆（1900~1980）著，1941年出版。作者在书中从人的心理、社会因素和人性结构三者相互影响的总体探讨了自由对现代人的意义。
书中作者是这样认为的，人类在错综复杂的社会关系体系中实现个性化，社会历史条件及其环境决定了人的性格结构和特点。一方面，由于人的个性 化日益加强，获得越来越多的自由；另一方面，则由于人们之间的关系日益残酷和敌对，在心理上感到更多的孤独和不安，人们由于忍受不了这种随自由而来的孤独 和寂寞，乃至患上精神病，由此试图通过各种方式来逃避这种社会的自由。
作者指出，对孤独的克制，对世界的憎恨和使个性丧失都是消极的逃避方式结果是失去个人的自我。他认为最好的逃避方式是自发的爱和工作，从而 使个性得以完善的发展。弗罗姆的人性论观点揭露了资本主义社会自由的虚假，而他提出人人相爱和沉溺于工作的方式以拯救人性的自由在，也只能是一种乌托邦的 幻想。

Gonna read this when I have the time :)

Tired

Should I give up?  Should I quit?  I don't dare to say or even think. Wanting to cry.  But the tears seem missing. 
Feel so unstable.
Unsafe.
Unhappy.

Who would understand that the fool that I make myself to be is only a shield to prevent you from seeing 'me'?

我不知道

总觉得自己没在努力,也尽不了那份力。时不时感到十分的劳累。我真的做得对吗,真的做得了吗?
今天一个朋友就说了,他也不知道自己在干嘛。自己追求的对吗? 这真的对吗?
我也问了问自己。
答案是。没答案。
因为就是有没有答案的问题就是那答案了。。

I'm gonna push myself until I break apart..

Oh gosh... It's my 3rd wk into the study semester... Everything is still so messed up for me.. My work got tons of things to do and the next system is gonna be up soon... How can I handle? I'm so afraid that I could cope and everything will just fall apart, really apart.. Gosh.. Tmr is 1 of the turn it in. I'm not even 50% done and realize that I might even have to redo because I went too off topic... :(

言無語
面無情
情以勁
淚以杆
心以死